Split Personality
A romantic, paranormal and psychological thriller
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
“I am feeling shy for what I did on that day. I just cannot understand how I did it like that then.” Neelan and Tarang met Anirudh the day before his marriage and Neelan said that. “You just forget about everything and try to be a good husband to her and don’t make her feel worry for anything. In such a way only you can compensate for the wrong you have committed on her.”
“I am just feeling envy on you that you can fuck her beautiful ass everyday.” Tarang said with Anirudh. “Anyhow I am not at all regretting for what I did. I just enjoyed all the time the fucking with her and that sweet memory rests in mind like that forever.”
“Shut up, you rascal!” Anirudh angrily yelled. “Just because of you it took place like that on that day.”
“Just remember one thing my brother!” while looking straight into the face of Anirudh, Tarang said. “It was just because of our combined fucking of her on that day, you can have her as your wife. It was just because of that, they have been relieved from the problem of her marriage and their family has been provided with lot of money. They are in fact happy as all their problems solved because of that gang-rape on that day.”
“I just cannot bear if you talk like that anymore and this marriage will be off.” Anirudh became even more angry but quite ironically there was truth in what Tarang said also. “Just get out of this place fast.”
“You never will do that and I am quite sure of it.” Tarang laughed and said. “After tasting her beautiful ass so, no one can afford to lose it. If my father is not too much obsessed to perform my marriage with that very rich girl, I would have come forward to marry atleast to fuck her beautiful cunt everyday.”
“Just get out! Just get out!” Anirudh started yelling loudly.
“How dare you to ask me to get out? Have you forgotten the help you have from me? Do you know what happens if I stop helping you from this moment itself?” Tarang also became angry.
“I don’t give a fuck to that. You just go away from this place and never dare to come to me again.” With the same loudness Anirudh yelled even he was feeling fear hearing what Tarang said. Anyhow he just could not bear anyone talking like that about Charita.
When Tarang was trying to say something more angrily Neelan put his hands on his shoulders and made him turn towards him. “You fucked her and enjoyed her ass as you wanted for a long time, is not that enough for you? Just remember the very rich girl with whom your marriage is going to be settled soon. Is it is necessary to you to create complications for yourself? Anyhow Anirudh is a friend to both of us for a long time, have you forgotten about it?”
“I have just tried to make him realise some facts but he is not ready to accept them.” Looking angrily into the face of Anirudh, Tarang said. “Anyhow you are right! That one time fucking with her like that is enough for me.” After saying that he went away from that place and Neelan also went away after looking into the face of Anirudh and nodding his head.
During the marriage most of the time Charita did not even try to look into his face but whenever she looked, there was only hate and disgust! He thought that it was better not to look into her face at all as the hateful expression in her face was quite disturbing to him. One other thing also has become quite evident to him as soon as he came into contact with Charita for the marriage purpose. The marital life between them both was not going to be so much happy as he was dreaming about it. He just did not how he could think that Charita would lead a normal marital life with one of her gang-rapists? In fact he has to feel lot of surprise that she agreed to the marriage itself.
During the marriage and after marriage also, she did not allow even his mother also to talk with her. As soon as the marriage was over she went straight to her house with her parents. His mother went to her home to talk with her and make her to come to their home but she did not even allow his mother to see her.
“Her parents said that they do try to change her mind and send her here as soon as possible. But I am not feeling any surprise at all for her behaviour like that. Any girl would behave only in such a way after facing such an atrocity.”
One full month has passed but there was no change in Charita’s attitude but her parents also came to his home and said to him sooner or later their daughter would come to his home to live along with him. They also said that they were planning to take her to a reputed psychiatrist to get some change in her. He did not know whether they have taken her to any psychiatrist or not as he got a small job in the nearby town and everyday leaving the house early in the morning and coming only in the night.
To be frank, he was not wishing too much that Charita should come and love along with him in his house. By considering what he did to her with other two guys and her attitude during the marriage and after that, he was not thinking that he could live happily along with her at any point of time in his future.
It was Sunday and he was all alone in the home sitting in a chair in the hall as his mother went into the village on some work. All sorts of thoughts were troubling him then and feeling bad as it was Sunday. If it was some working day he could go to his office, engage himself in the work and escape from his troubling thoughts. While he was so he heard the thumping on the doors of that house. He surprised! His mother said that it would take time to her to complete work and return to home, who it could be then? He went and opened the doors wide after unlatching while trying to guess who it could be. When he found the person stood on the other side of the doorsill, his mouth dropped open! He could not expect it at all! It was Charita!
“You....it is you.........” he did not know how he said it like that and his voice shivered while he was saying it so.
“I know that you don’t expect me to come like this.” Looking straight into his face, Charita said. “Anyhow may I come in?”
“Please, please come inside.” He gave her the way to come inside of his house while his heart was with full of shock and surprise.
“Where is your mother? Is she is in kitchen?” Looking at the four sides of the house she asked.
“She went into the village and it takes time to her return.” Even he was feeling surprise why Charita came like that, he was feeling happy also.
She went near to the chair he just vacated and slumped herself in it. “I think that you may be feeling so happy that I came like this. You may be assuming in yourself that I have come here to start my marriage life with you.” She said while looking at him.
“Even in my wildest imagination also I cannot think like that.” Sighing heavily Anirudh said. “No girl can live happily with one of her gang-rapists.”
“It seems you know very well how a girl feels after a gang-rape.” She was still looking into his face and said. “Then how could you do it like that to me?”
Anirudh did not know what to say to it and hung his head.
“I can say one main reason for that. You did not think at all that I do become your wife because of that gang-rape. The primary reason for you three to do such a thing on me was; you three were damn sure that I never tell that to anyone not to say to go to police.”
Anirudh still did not prefer to say anything and he did not even perch his head up.
“My whole family suffered humiliation for what you three did on me. In fact you people insulted us even more by giving money like that to compromise us. You have to be in my place to understand how much I suffered to agree marriage with you.”
“I absolutely can understand that.” Anirudh said that and dared to perch his head up and looked into her face. “And I don’t want to say I am sorry for what I did. A simple sorry cannot compensate even an iota of massive damage we have caused to you.”
“Why you have agreed to our marriage? Why did not you deny when it has been proposed to you?” Charita suddenly got up from the chair and she looked into his face. “In such a way I need not have felt like this. Anyhow you bastards know very well that I would not go to court after my parents were compromised like that with money.”
“I don’t know. I just don’t know.” With a helpless expression in his face Anirudh nodded his head. “I thought by marrying you I can repair the damage a little more caused by three of us to you.”
“You rascal! How you think getting a chance to fuck my ass everyday would be repairing of the damage you scoundrels caused to me?” she yelled and he did not know that she could use such language. “Only with the idea that you can fuck me every day, you have agreed to that marriage, is it is not?”
“No, absolutely no.” Anirudh vehemently yelled on hearing that. “Not at all that is the reason for my agreeing my marriage with you. Even we don’t have it for all lives together, there is no objection whatsoever.”
“Then what purpose our marriage shall serve! I never can live like a wife with you thinking what you did to me.” Frowns gathered on the forehead of Charita and in fact it was not the way she wanted to talk with Anirudh when she started at home to meet him. But while she was looking at him the old wound was raked up and she could not control her feeling.
“I just don’t know how to convince you. My present idea is only how to make you to satisfy your anger, your hate on me. If you feel happy in insulting me, scolding me or beating me just do that. I perfectly know what big atrocity I committed on you and I myself cannot pardon me for that. The only surprising thing is; how did I do such a thing on you however much compelling the circumstances may be.”
“But it is not just only you to quench my anger by scolding you or beating you. There are two others also along with you and what I can do them?”
“I don’t know.....I don’t know what to say to that.” There was once again helpless expression in his face. “What all I can suggest to you is to show only on me the whole anger you are feeling on those two guys also.”
Charita once again slumped in the chair, leaned back in that and closed her eyes. Anirudh went into the nearby bedroom, took a chair from there, placed it opposite to Charita before slumping himself in that.
“In fact I came here with a different purpose. I don’t want to talk like that but I just cannot control my anger while looking at you who gang-raped me with two other guys without bothering at all with my feelings.” she opened her eyes and said that while looking into his face.
(I hope that you enjoyed upto here. I shall publish the next chapter as soon as possible. Please don’t forget to rate and review.)
