Split Personality
A romantic, paranormal and psychological thriller
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
While he was coming fast away from that place, Chandan heard what that rogue was saying and he really did not think he meant what he said. He could not dare to say what happened to him on that day in his home or anywhere else. He did not know why but he just could not. He remembered that when Ratan and he talked about Tarang and now also. He still could remember the further conversation between Ratan and him.
“I am afraid that Tarang rascal does have influence on Anirudh even after marriage also. I don’t think my sister would lead happy marital life with him ever.”
“It would not be so anymore. I talked with Ratan and he is feeling very much bad for what he did. Moreover he is doing a job and he need not depend on that Tarang anymore.”
He could not feel satisfied. However much forced, however much he was dependant on him, that Anirudh should not have committed such a horrendous thing on his sister. He just could not believe a guy who has committed such a thing ever would become good in his life.
“It is the best choice for your sister and for your whole family. If your sister does not marry him, she may not get a chance to marry anyone else. I am afraid no guy who knows the gang-rape on your sister comes forward to marry her.”
“Then let her remain unmarried, I have no objection and I think she may also prefer that.” He said resignedly and with irritation.
“You are thinking like a small child. It is not easy to her to remain unmarried now.” He was really confused when Ratan said that looking into his face “Whether willingly or unwillingly her body tasted the sexual pleasure. Even her mind does not like it, her body craves for that. It wants it again and again and some arrangements have to be made for it. A guy must be there for her to satisfy her lust. Otherwise, I don’t feel surprise even she is forced to have it with some other one.”
“I don’t believe even an iota of what you are saying.” If Ratan was not his good friend, he did not know what he would have said to him or did to him.
“I am your close friend. Ever I do say anything to make you feel bad?” still looking into his face Ratan said. “Until a girl tastes it, it is something. Once she tastes it; it is entirely different. It does not matter whether she has it willingly or unwillingly. Even though your sister made to have it with force, even her mind hates it all the time, her body craves for it and asks for it all the time. So a marriage to her, even with the guy who is one of the gang-rapists of her is quite recommendable.”
One thing that has taken place then while he was conversing with Ratan and now also was; his thing was strongly erected. How mere talking about sex also has got such change in him he could not understand! Not just that, while he was imagining quite intentionally how those three guys would have his sister one after one, he found his thing erected and body with a sort of thrill also even though his heart was with full of anger and rage!
Anyhow, he remained silent, neither encouraged nor discouraged his sister in the matter of her marriage with Anirudh. But her agreeing to marry him made him elated as that has become the absolute solution to all his family problems. Once again he became pathetic and worried when his sister did not agree to go to Anirudh’s house at all and he thought that there was no truth at all in what Ratan has said on that day. But ultimately he has to be convinced with what Ratan has said on that day because her sister, all by herself, agreed to go to Anirudh’s home.
Even though what Sailaja has said right and that psychiatrist also might have played a role for the change in the mindset of his sister, he was thinking that what Ratan said on that day was the main reason to his sister to take the decision to live along with Anirudh and probably she has it with him by now. His mind unintentionally imagined his sister in the hands of Anirudh, their kissing and copulation and once again he found his thing tightly erected!
“It seems you are quite happy, are not you?”
On hearing that voice Chandan startled and stopped. Opposite to him was Tarang with an irritating smile on his lips.
“Anyhow our fucking like that to her did lot of good to you people. She settled with a guy and all your problems were solved.”
Chandan was bubbling in himself with rage but he did not want to say anything as that would create a scene and attract other people. He did not know what to do and it was just like his feet were transfixed to the ground there.
“I must say I have the best fucking with her! I fucked so many cunts by now but no cunt is as much tasty as her. Quite a beautiful ass!” he laughed and his laughter also was as much irritating as his smile.
“You bastard! I kill you if you talk like that” Chandan said angrily.
“You cannot do that and you also know about it.” his laughter turned to a smile again. “Just ask your sister one question. Who did it better to her among the three on that day. Her answer would be certainly it was I. I fucked her more than two times and made her taste the real pleasure.”
“You disgusting scoundrel!” Chandan decided to go away from that place as fast as possible as that was the only way to escape from that disgusting person and his talking. But what he heard while he was coming away from him made him more shocked, more raged and also filled his heart with full of fear.
“Anirudh is a good friend to me. He certainly makes arrangements for me if I want her. I certainly want to have that pleasure once again with her.”
Chandan did not know how he walked and reached Ratan’s house but he was not only bubbling in himself with full of anger but feeling intensive fear also. If Tarang has desire like that in him, it was certainly possible to him to have his sister again if Anirudh was still under his control.
“I said to you did not I?” when they both were settled in the house of Ratan, he laughed and said. “Your sister went herself to his house. After that her body itches for it a lot and she cannot cope for it long without having it.”
“How do you know about it without my saying?” Chandan was irritated.
“Oh, all the village now concentrated on your family affairs. After the gang-rape like that, your family has come into limelight.” Still there was a smile on the face of Ratan.
“My god! When we all can be free of this abominable issue? How long our family have to suffer insult and humiliation? When this village completely forgets about us and put itself on its own matters?” Chandan leaned back in the chair and closed his eyes.
“I am sorry I said it like that. I have no intention to hurt you. It is just an inadvertent slip from my mouth.” Ratan’s face was with full of regret.
“But what you have said is absolute truth also.” Chandan opened his eyes and adjusted more in his chair. “I stopped even coming into the streets as I could not bear the remarks of the villagers. It is just like an innocent girl being gang-raped has become the most amusement thing to them.”
“It is not so Chandan, it is not so atleast to most of the villagers. There are girls in every family and there is every possibility what happened to your sister can happen to them also. They are trying to sympathise with you and make you understand that you people have their support. They want to mingle you people into them again.”
“It does not look like that to me even a little bit. All the time they are just trying to have fun, amusement at our distress.”
“Your heart is with full of sorrow, hate and anger and so you cannot feel in any other way except that about our feelings towards your family.” Ratan said stooping forward in the chair. “I said you one thing! There is a sort of guilty feeling in yourself and come out of that. There is no wrong on the part of your sister and she is not only broadminded but brave and courageous also. You need to feel pride on your sister but not insult or humiliation.”
“What is there to feel pride?”Chandan knitted his brows together. “My sister agreed, no we made our sister agreed to marry that guy to get our problems solved. We know if my sister did not agree to marry that guy, the strong possibility is she may never can be married and if we have proceed with the legal trial and this abdominal thing would be even more publicised causing even more damage to our family. I don’t feel fear to accept the fact and it is the fact.”
“It is not that, it is not just that” Ratan got off from the chair he sat, came behind to the chair of Chandan and put his both hands on his shoulder. “I know many girls who were in situation like your sister became invalids in their future and some of them committed suicide also. But your sister is courageous, brave and considerate! She thought not only about her family but about the families of those guys also. It is not a small thing it requires whole of her effort to live with a guy who is one of her gang-rapists. It is my firm opinion on her and I really admire her.”
“Are you really thinking like that? Are not you saying it so just to make me feel happy?” Chandan also got off from the chair and looked into the face of Ratan.
“I never say things to make anyone feel happy. I just appreciate facts and talk only them.” There was firmness in the voice of Ratan. “Of course, what I have said previously also is true; after having it so she needs little fucking now and then and there is self benefit, benefit to her family also. But unless she is courageous, brave and consideration for other people, she would not have taken such a decision at all. She would have preferred to bear her body craving but not agreed to that marriage unless she has consideration for other people also.”
Chandan also got from the chair, turned towards Ratan and looked into his face. “Are you really thinking like that?”
“I am absolutely thinking like that.” The genuine expression in the face of Ratan convinced Chandan that he meant it.
“So my sister marrying that Anirudh was not a bad move.” Then he suddenly looked into the face of Ratan. “There was another incident which took place while I was coming here. That is disturbing to me as nothing else upto now.” Suddenly there was deep anxiousness in the face of Chandan.
“I am seeing some anxiousness in your face from the moment you came and your sister matter has become old to make you freshly anxious like that. Tell me, what it is?” once again Ratan went to his chair and slumped himself in that and Chandan also did the same.
Then Chandan explained to him what Tarang said to him stopping him in the middle of the way.
“Scoundrel! How dare he is to talk like that?” Ratan felt immense rage on hearing that.
“He is daring and he is capable. Otherwise he could not do such type of a thing on my sister and made the other two rogues do it like that. I am afraid he can do what he said to me.” The anxiousness in his face was intensified even more.
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