Split Personality
A romantic, paranormal and psychological thriller
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
“That psychiatrist said to me about this.” Anirudh said “She said to me that the change in you may not be permanent and there are chances that you may become violent again and again. She warned me......” he paused for a second.
“What she warned you about?” she knitted her brows together.
“About your pregnancy. She asked me to see that you would not get pregnancy until it is convinced that you have become usual all the time. That was why I tried to......”
“Alright I do gulp a tab from the next time as my sister made me to do.” Charita cut him off and said.
“Tabs are dangerous things to your health. I do have a glove to my thing from the next time which is the safest measure to prevent pregnancy. Anyhow.....” this time he knitted his brows. “.....how your sister knows about it?”
“I don’t know. When I reached home and settled myself a little bit after the gang-rape, that was what my sister did. I think she knows many a thing! She would have bought that in the medical shop.” With a meaningful expression in her face Charita said.
“There is no medical shop in our village.” He cleared his brows but there were frowns on his forehead.
“She might have bought them in the town. Town is not very far from us and she went to town and bought them for me. She is very much intelligent and balanced. Even in such a distressing situation also she could think of the possible danger!” there was an appreciative expression in the face of Charita.
“She has saved you from the possible danger of pregnancy. But I am not thinking that she bought those tablets in a medical shop after the incident. She would have stock of them with her by then itself.” The expression in the face of Anirudh also was meaningful.
“What does that bloody hell mean?” there was suddenly an angry expression on the face of Charita.
“You got my point, did not you?” he kissed on her lips and said “Your sister has her regular fucking from some guy and having a tablet every time after satisfying her urge.”
“I kill you if you talk like that!” Charita put her both hands around the neck of Anirudh and mocked strangling him.
“Ask her straight and try to know about the truth.” The expression on the face of Anirudh turned serious. “It is not very much unusual that the youth have sex in these days. But taking too many tabs is dangerous to health. Ask her to make the guy to have a glove during that time rather than her taking a tab after that.”
Charita removed her hands from his neck and put herself into thinking after a deep sigh.
“There is nothing to you to think too much seriously about it. Just try to remember what really forced you to come to me. Even you have that much anger and hate on me, what really motivated you to come to me like this?”
“I just kill you on the spot if I hear something like this from you again.” Once again Charita’s face was with full of anger. “I thought about my family. If I stay like that in my family, you bastard would not take a back step even to divorce me and marry again.”
“That never happens and you too know very well about it.” the smile on the face of Anirudh was irritating to her but she knew there was truth in it. “Try to be frank even it is hurting to you. If you feel even a semblance of love on me, just be frank! Is it is just about the consideration of your family made you come to me like this?”
“Of course, no.” She once again turned towards him, looked into his face and smiled. “I want that fucking also and so I came.” It was just like being frank so relaxed her a lot.
“As it is so what is the surprise if a healthy girl like your sister is having it with guys occasionally? Try to know whether she is in love with someone or having it with guys only to satisfy her urge. Whatever may be the situation, making the guy to have the glove is the only recommendable thing.”
“You are making me angry time and again. Do you dare to say that my sister goes to guys only to satisfy her urge?” this time she could not feel anger even she wanted to. The sudden understanding about the shocking thing of her sister making her feel too much disturbed.
“Not unusual among girls or boys in youth and basing on that I said it like that. I have no idea to offend your sister.” He sighed heavily and said. “Talk that matter and tell her what I said. A glove but not a tab.”
“Why don’t you suggest me to tell her not to indulge in that rather than recommending a glove to the guy?” Charita knitted her brows.
“It is so common to feel unbearable urge in the youth. Having it satisfied happens at one time or the other. Once it has been tasted not getting it satisfied time and again is just impossible. So rather than insisting her not to have that better recommending her to follow the safest measure to prevent pregnancy.”
“Alright I do so. But.....” Charita nodded her head with gathered frowns. “.......if it is that much unbearable among youth, what about you? You too did have experience with girls like that other than me?”
“I agree that I used to have strong urges sometimes but I never have got a chance to have it with a girl until that day. If I have any experience by then, I would not have been confused like that. To be frank, I don’t even know where exactly your thing is until I saw it that day.”
“Rascal! Stop talking like that.” She said mocking anger but suddenly hugged him and crooned more into him. Surprisingly then she was not feeling anger or disgust even though she was remembering of the incident on that day.
Quite involuntarily she was remembering how Tarang fucked her on that day while the other two guys holding her tightly. However much bad and disgusting that Tarang was, he fucked her good.
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Sailaja was in her home as she had completed her final year degree also and really was in confusion what to do with the rest of her life. She just could not think of whether to study further or write competitive exams and settle in life or marry herself and settle in life. For the present the last was the most preferable to her but she did not know how to express the last wish to her sisters.
If it has not happened like that on that day, she would not have been tortured like this now. Of course she used to have the urge, many a time wanted to satisfy that also but all the time could refrain herself from having it. But when she has it with him, the bloody lecturer of the college, she came to know the taste of it and could not forget it at all. If he has no such expertise in it, it would not have been this much botheration to her now. He just dealt with her body in such a way, entered into her such magnificently and made her feel pleasure that much which she thought never possible. He just made her understand what her friend said.
“A married guy is preferable to have it with if you do aim at to have only pleasure. He knows how a woman’s body is and has experience in that. What all you need to do is just leave yourself to him and he would bother about the rest. Just forget about shame and let him do whatever he wanted to do with you and the rest will be just pleasure and pleasure.”
In fact she has no idea to have it with him on that day. She used to go to his home on Sundays also along with some other students for tuition and on that day she went to his house only for that purpose. But he was all alone in his home, his wife and children also were not present and there were no other students also who were supposed to be there to get tuition from him.
“I have declared a holiday this day as I want to go out. Don’t you remember it?” he asked her looking into her face. “I want to go to see my wife on this day. You know that she is seventh month pregnant and at her parents’ home now.”
“I am sorry. I really forgot about it.” suddenly then she remembered about his declaring holiday to the tuition on that Sunday. How she had forgotten about that and took trouble to come all the way to here. “I go back. No problem.” She turned back.
“Just a moment!” she turned towards him again when she heard his saying that. “As you have come this far taking trouble, I don’t like you going back without learning anything. Just ask me whatever doubts you have in your accounts subject, I clear them and then you go.”
Sailaja nodded her head while looking at him with a smiling face and for the first time she noticed how he was then. He just took a bath and there was only a towel around his waist. He has strong muscled body with almost six feet height and has a neatly shaved face with ruffled black hair, active small eyes and a flat nose.
“I am sorry. Give me few seconds. I do dress myself up and come.” She turned back.
“Not necessary, waste of time.” She just did not know how she was talking like that. “I don’t mind even you want to teach me in your present condition.”
There was a brightening in his eyes instantly, he opened his mouth as if to say something but closed it immediately. He took two steps nearer to her and she took two steps backward still observing him minutely.
His muscled, six feet body was too much attracting to her and she thought it was because of the erection of his main thing, there was small hump on the front part of his towel. Without her intention she was imagining his erected penis and the entry of it into her and the very idea was so much thrilling to her. Till that moment, she never had an experience even though her body urged occasionally to have it and the main reason for it she could not get a guy. Here was the guy from whom she could have it. There was no chance to marry him or love as he was already married, has one son and going to have another son or daughter.
“I know what you are thinking!” this time she did not try to go back even there was space to move when he came another two feet nearer to her. There was one feet space between them both and she was feeling fear she might cover it instead of him this time.
“You are thinking to have it with me!” he did not try to cover the remaining space and stood where he was. “I can understand the urge in you girls and it is not new to me that some of them tried to have it with me. But I never allowed them to have it from me. So far I have it with only my wife.”
She remained where she was and what he said was hurting to her. It was quite dampening to her suddenly raised desire and she so much wished that should be satisfied.
“In this situation it is not advisable at all that I try to teach anything to you. Just go home and come along with the other students tomorrow. Then we complete our lessons.”
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