Split Personality
A romantic, paranormal and psychological thriller
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
“What you are going through?” observing Rose who was going through something like reading matter in her tab, Williams asked her.
“Charles wrote a book ‘All About Sex’ and he emailed the draft to me. He asked me to go through the same and tell my opinion on that.” Without turning her head from the tab, Rose said to him.
“Then what should happen to the book written by mom?”
“Oh’ Will.” Still Rose did not prefer to turn her head and look at Williams. “You can read that book all by yourself. I just stay here reading this if you become over emotional or something like that by reading that.”
“It does not work out like that” Williams grabbed the tab from her hands and as Rose did not expect that at all it easily went into his hands. “You should read the book and I have to hear in the way we did before. In that way only I feel satisfied.”
Rose sighed heavily and said. “Alright. Go and take that book from there. I folded the paper in it at the last page upto which we read it before. Open it there and give it to me.”
“Why don’t you do it yourself?” Williams knitted his brows together.
“Then I am not going to read that book. I read Charles book. Give my tab to me.” Rose said and came towards Williams to take the tab from his hands.
“Okay.” Williams got off from the bed along with the tab in his hands, he put the tab on the table, opened the draw of it and took the book out from it.
“Now go through from the place where we stopped last time.” He opened the book at the page where it folded and gave it to Rose.
“Most interesting literature on the earth. I must say your mom has got great oratory skills in her.”she smiled and forced herself to concentrate on the sentences written in that page. She knew that both their moods would turn poignant just before going through one or two pages of it.
‘As I have expected my hardships have not come to an end just by that day and I have to agree sleeping with men occasionally as my mom has become routine and old to those men and they were looking for new taste. I have completed my tenth class with good marks and everywhere it was an open secret that my mom is a prostitute. I just could not bear the looks and treatment of my classmates and some of the boys were ready to pay me and have me. I did not know how I have concentrated and studied but I got very good marks and came school first in my tenth class.’
“It is very much surprising! Even in such trying situations also, your mom could study hard and get first rank in the school.” Rose stopped studying and exclaimed.
“You are right. This means that my mom was not just beautiful but intelligent also. Just go on reading.” Williams suggested.
Rose observed Williams’ face keenly for few seconds if whatever she has read got any emotional disturbance in him. Even it has got such disturbance him, his facial expression betrayed it and it was just calm.
‘I was allowed to go to college as my mom was very much insistent. I was allowed on the condition that I agree to have it with wealthy customers. There was no way to me to escape but my experience with the other customers was not as bad as with my first customer. My mom forcibly limited the customers for me even it was quite irritating to them. Unless there was quite need of money, she did not allow me to sleep with anyone and my grandmother also has become quite helpless. I came into the final year of my degree and once again our family faced dire need of money. Once again my dad has fallen seriously ill and there was not even a penny to look after his health and our financial needs. My grandmother started looking for a wealthy customer and then Stuart entered into my life. ’
“Stuart, that bloody bastard!” Williams angrily said. “So he has entered into her life at that point of time.”
“It seems like that” Rose said “Let me continue what I am reading” she adjusted her throat.
“My family did not know where from he has come. He came from somewhere and settled nearby in a house to our house and was appearing wealthy. By then he must have had full information about my family and myself also. When I came to home in the evening from college, he was talking with my mother and grandmother. I saw him on one or two occasions before and he appeared quite intelligent and handsome to me. I must say I have been attracted towards him the first time I looked at him.”
“My mom has been attracted towards that bastard!” Williams said angrily.
“Your mother did not know anything about him by then Will. Just be patient and hear whatever I am going to read.” Rose impatiently said.
“Alright, go on!” sighing heavily Williams said.
“It did not surprise finding him in my home as it was not unusual that men come to my home for my mother. He was too young to have it with my mother but that too did not surprise me much because very young boys also do have it with my mother sometimes.”
“I have to have a word with you.” It was my grandmother, I turned and looked into her face.
“Tell me what it is?” by then I understood what my grandmother was going to say.
“This boy wants to have it with you. He is ready to pay huge money and you just know how much we are in need of huge money. Your dad is seriously ill once again and without treatment he will die soon.”
I have no love on my dad and I feel happy if he would die. I looked into the face of my mother and she also might be of the same opinion but with a pathetic expression in her face. Then I remembered the first customer of me who paid huge money to have me and how he has dealt with my body.
“Huge money for what? To deal with my body in the way he wants?” by then I understood I could not escape. But the prospect of having it with him did not appal me but I asked so.
“I deal with you as I deal with a flower!” there was a sudden smile on his lips. “I never hurt anything that I do love. I never even bear the thought to hurt you because I love you so much.”
I could not remain without laughing loud. “Love me? My god! I am first time hearing from a man.” Then I suddenly became serious. “Alright. I know I cannot escape now. I have no objection to have it with you and you can have me in the way you want as you are paying huge money however much it may be. But don’t say words like that. They are disgusting to me.”
“You are ready to have it with him, that is enough!” my grandmother exclaimed and the sudden happy expression in her face was quite irritating to me. For a long time I did not agree to have it with anyone and my mother also supported me strongly.
My mother got off from the chair she sat, came near to me, put her hand around my neck and kissed on my right cheek before bursting into weeping. “I am sorry dear! I am so sorry. I have to put you through into this again.”
“Its alright mom. No problem.” I hugged my mother dearly and kissed on her left cheek. “I can understand! Just be relaxed.”
“Whether you mother and daughter can believe it or not, I don’t know.” It was Stuart who came near to us then. “But I am going to be the only man in Margaret’s life from now on. I never let you and your daughter does that bad thing. Just believe me.”
I did not want to believe him at all even it was the very first time I heard words like that from a man.
“Shall we go and start whatever you want. You should have the full value of the huge money you are going to pay to my family.”
He nodded his head, took my right hand into his both hands and kissed on that. It was not the first time to me to be kissed and whenever I was with the customers I have experienced their kisses at most of my private parts also. But I felt different with his kiss. It was just like that he tried to convey his true intentions with that kiss.
He was gentle, incredibly gentle with me on the night of that day! Till that day there was pleasure to my body during men were doing that while my heart was with full of hate and disgust. But this time, with him, I enjoyed every movement of him on my body. Upto that moment my feeling towards sex was only hate and disgust. For the first time I understood I also could enjoy that. It was just like very first time I came to know what sex was while experiencing it with every fibre of my being. He said that he would deal with me like a flower. But he dealt with me even more nicely. When it was over, while I was holding his head pressing to my naked heart I kissed on his head and said that thing to him which I never thought I would say to any man even in my wildest imagination.
“I love you!”
“So you come to trust me. You believe my words.” He came up, kissed on my lips and looked straight into my face.
“Of course, yes.” I laughed and my laughter was quite mellifluous to myself.
“But how? How you can trust me in this little time without any proof?” there was surprise in his face.
“I don’t know” I hugged him hard and said in his ear. “Something deep inside me telling me that you meant what you said and you never hoodwink me.”
“What that deep inside you I don’t know..........” holding me even more tightly he said “........but it said an absolute fact to you. I absolutely meant what I said. You are going to be my life and my love forever. I am not going to let either you or your mom does prostitution anymore. I marry you and we both are going to have a very happy life and kids also. I look after all your family.”
I never have expected that I could hear such type of words but those were the words I so much wished to hear from someone. The expression in his face was genuine and I knew in my heart he meant every word he said. I just could not tolerate anymore, hugged him once again strongly and kissed all over his face feverishly. That might have triggered the desire in him once again and once again we both have it together just as pleasantly as before.
Stuart kept his word! He made it quite clear to my grandmother that my mother and I were not going to do prostitution anymore. My grandmother was angry to that even though Stuart was looking after all our needs because we lost the extra income. The later on deaths of my grandmother and bedridden father were just a relief to my mother and myself.
Once the deaths of my grandmother and my dad, Stuart changed the house we are residing and took my mother and I into a more spacious and luxurious house. He financed me to complete my degree also and I got college first in that. Even I did not have any interest, he made me to undergo some secretarial course also. Everything was quite nice with Stuart except his postponing the marriage of us both. My mother many times requested him to marry me but every time he was postponing that on one pretext or the other. Suddenly on one day my mother also died with heart attack.’
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