Chasing butterflies …….
(A spicy hot romantic and suspense thriller)
By
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
He did not say anything but listening to her silently. Anyhow in his helpless state, he felt good listening to her reasoning so.
“Don’t think that I am free way woman like to have sex with anyone before marriage. Whether you believe it or not, it is very first time in my life that I have sex with a man. You are the only and first man who explored and enjoyed my body and you would be the last. In fact having sex with you in this way did not happen because of my uncontrollable sexual urge. I have planned it in before itself. There was a purpose in making you aroused and let you enjoy me in such a wild and violent way.”
The expression in her face told him what she was saying was true. There was no bafflement in her face and her eyes were as usual active and clear.
“Yes. There was a purpose and that purpose achieved.” She paused for a moment as to give more stress to what she was going to say. “You are thinking that you are inferior to me. However hard I am trying to be nearer with you, you are trying to maintain a distance with me. I thought a permanent bond like this only make you nearer to me. You may be thinking I am just bluffing and not seriously meant what I have said to you. You sure have understood by now after I offered myself in such a way to you that I am not bluffing and quite serious in the matter of love with you. At the same time the sex we enjoyed with each other created a strong bond between you and me. You cannot go away from me from now on even you think to do so.”
He understood what she said and the sparkle in his eyes acknowledged that but he remained silent for a moment before saying “I shall be a stupid and very unfortunate man if I try to deny your love even now too.”
“No. I shall be most unfortunate if you try to do so even now too.”
“Why do we think like that? Both of us are quit fortunate by accepting each other’s love.” He laughed heartily and said. “We are not going to use such type of negative words any more from now on.”
“You are talking with sense.” she smiled.
“But is our marriage an easier issue? How does your sister react to this? Ever your mother will agree to our marriage?” there were even more questions in him then to ask.
“Leave all those questions to me. Don’t break your small head for them at all.” she said after delivering another quick kiss on his right cheek.
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Susmitha came out of home and started walking. She slowly walked and went into the tope in half an hour or so and her face was clouded with fear and anxiety. She stopped exactly under the same mango tree where she saw Mamatha. She looked first at the trunk and then into the branches and then onto the top of the mango tree.
“Are you looking for Mamatha?”
She startled and turned back hearing that voice from behind. It was Nagaraju.
“Yes.” With a weak tone she said.
“She would not come now.” He said. His beard became denser than before making even more obscure the human features in his face.
“But she asked me to come now.” Her voice was feeble.
“I am saying that she would not come now. You know very well how nearer I am to her. You can communicate with me in place of her.” his voice was firm having a sort of authority in it.
She nodded her head in agreement as she knew that fact. “But it is she who wants me here now.” Susmitha said.
“The work is slow. You need to quicken the pace. There are not many days left.” Nagaraju said. “This is what Mamatha asked me to say to you.”
“I am doing as I was asked to do.” Her voice regained a little.
“No, it is not going with speed. There is not much time to lose and you too know about it.” fixing Susmitha in his gaze, Nagaraju said.
“I also like it to come to a stop as fast as possible.” Susmitha paused for a moment and then said again. “I try to make it fast.”
“No damage would happen to your lover as long as you do in the way you have been asked.”
“I understood that.”
“You remember very well what Mamatha asked you. That Madan….” Looking cautiously, Nagaraju tried to say something more.
“I remember it perfectly well. You need not worry about it at all” Susmitha interrupted him and said.
“Be careful with Sukanya. She can sense everything quite easily.” There was the same cautious look in his face.
“I have said everything to Sukanya. She agreed to cooperate with me fully.”
“You have said all this to Sukanya too.” There was surprise and anger in his face. “You were not asked to do so.”
“But there is no problem. She commiserated with Mamatha. She did not see any wrong in our mission and agreed completely to it.” Susmitha paused for a second and said again. “In fact I said this to Madan’s brother and sister in law and Vineet also. The all were felt very bad that Mamatha fell into the river so and promised me to do everything to please Mamatha.”
There was silence between both of them for some time. “Anyone should sympathise with Mamatha. She had been thrown that cruelly into the river ….”
“She had not been thrown.” Susmitha interrupted him. “She had fallen into it by accident.”
“There is not much difference.” He said irritatingly. “If that Madan behaved a little sympathetically towards her, it would not have happened like that.”
She remained in silence.
“You may go now. You will be intimated when to come here again.”
She turned back slowly and started towards home again.
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Even the planned mission was quite successful with Vineet, one thing was making Sukanya terribly suffering. She still could remember what her friends used to say in their casual discussion of sex. Some of her friends were married. Some of them were experimented with sex before marriage itself. Most of her friends were very well knew about it.
‘If it is very first time, the woman need to guide the man. Without woman’s guidance the first time experimenting man would be confused, perplexed and mostly it would be a failure. If he does that without any inconvenience and confusion without the guidance of the woman, surely it is not first time to him.’
She was of the opinion to guide him to do that, to enter into her body but he had not given a chance like that to her. Even before she knew what was happening, he was quite easily and conveniently through her. It was all as if he had experience in before in it. And in the remaining course as well, there was no hastiness in him. He enjoyed every nook and corner of her body so slowly and calmly. All the time she felt as if he knew more about her body than herself. A person to whom the sexual experiment was first time, could not behave like that at all.
It all was insinuating one thing so clearly that he had previous sexual experience. He sure did it to some other woman or women in before itself.
“You must clarify one thing to me. I appreciate truth. You know I am in love with you.” looking into the eyes of Vineet straightly Sukanya said to him.
It surprised him why she was asking him so stopping him in the middle of the fields. In the middle of some conversation why suddenly she broached that subject he could not understand. It seemed something gnawing her mind all the time and it came out like that then.
“Tell me. For which you need a clarification from me?” looking into her face confusingly he asked her.
“It is not first time to you. You did this before to someone else as well. You have got experience in it in before itself.” With an accusing tone she said. Her eyes were narrowed and there was same feeling in them too.
“What is first time? In what I have experience before? I cannot understand anything you are asking me.” Vineet confusingly said.
“Don’t try to behave like an innocent. I know that you understood hundred percent what I asked you.” she angrily said.
“I swear. I could not understand. I am telling you the truth.” putting his hand on his head Vineet said.
“Sex. It is not new to you. If it is new, if it is first time to you, you could not do it that expertly. You have done everything quite skillfully as if you you have experience with someone before. My God! How skillfully you managed yourself into me!” she exclaimed.
“Stop it first.” He yelled. “Do you know how disgustingly you are talking?”
“But tell me now, was that first time to you? If you tell me lies, I can know about that.” Still keeping her gaze straight on his face she asked.
“There is no necessity to tell you lies. But why did not you have asked me then itself whether I have any affairs before?” he angrily asked.
“Yes, it was a mistake. I did not ask then. But I appreciate the truth. Just tell it.” She closed and opened her eyes as if preparing to digest the truth. “Just tell me the truth.”
“I have experience.” He nodded his head.
He still could remember the day when he had been sent there. He never had expected that he should face such a situation at all. If he had expected such an incident he would not have gone there at all. How it had happened like that still he could not understand.
He was sent to the auditor’s home on that day. His beautiful wife opened the doors of the house. When he entered into it, she conveyed the news that the auditor was not at house.
“When he would come to home?” he asked her.
“He would not come until tomorrow.” She said to him.
“Then I shall come tomorrow itself.” He turned back.
“Just drink some coffee and then go.” She said.
“Don’t take any trouble for me. I have urgent works to look after. I shall come tomorrow.” He said. He was feeling uneasily to spend time in that house with her without her husband.
“You have come here to spend some time if your auditor is available.” She said with a honey like voice. “Just think that your auditor is at home and you are spending some time with him. Take some coffee and snacks then go. Otherwise, my husband gets angry on me.”
He looked surprisingly at her. He could not understand why she was talking like that.
It was not first time to him to go to that home. But until now every time the auditor was present in it. In before this woman did not even try to talk with him. On this day her behavior was appearing quite surprising to him.
He did not know why but he could not deny her wish. There would be no danger just in taking some coffee and snacks. He slumped himself in the nearby chair. In fact he has to attend lot of other important works then and staying like this here was irritating to him a lot. Without bothering with anything she went into the kitchen, prepared some coffee and brought it for him in a saucer along with some snakes.
(I hope that you enjoyed upto here. I shall publish the next chapter as soon as possible. Please don’t forget to rate and review it)
