Chasing butterflies …….
(A spicy hot romantic and suspense thriller)
By
Kotra Siva Rama Krishna
“Are you thinking that you have got success in getting what you want by giving yourself to him so?” Susmitha’s questioning looks became a little uneasier to Sukayna.
“Need to be seen. Ninety nine percent it shall work.” Sukanya said and clipped her inner lip between her teeth frames while contemplating something seriously.
“Hundred percent it shall work. You are a psychologist. You would not do a mistake in estimating other people’s minds.” Once again squeezing her shoulder Susmitha said.
“Thank you, you have given me the courage.” Nodding her head Susmitha said.
Susmitha paused a moment and then asked. “Don’t think I am asking you like this. But did not you feel anything wrong to enjoy sex before marriage like this?”
Sukanya appeared a little wounded on hearing that and she nodded her head in negation. “I never did this thing at any time before and except with Vineet I never have even imagined this. But my views regarding sex are not orthodox. If it is wrong to have sex before marriage, it is equally wrong even after marriage too. Just the ceremony of marriage does not change the status of sex. What I mean we can have it before our marriage too with our loved ones.” She breathed deeply after saying that.
“I am so sorry I hurt your feelings. Despite being educated I cannot come out of my traditional way of thinking. What you have said as well is appearing logical and reasonable to me.” Susmitha really felt guilty on asking her so.
“No. You did not upset my feelings. Moreover I appreciate your asking like that straight. You have got a mind like a child. You talk open and straight.” Sukanya laughed.
Susmitha removed her hand from Sukanya and reclined in the chair and inhaled through her nose and exhaled through the mouth. A sort of relaxing technique which she would follow occasionally.
“Did Mamatha come while you were in the mango tope? Have you talked with her as you did on that day?” stooping forward and clutching the ends of the chair arms with her hands and balancing on them with her arms Sukanya asked.
Susmitha explained to her what she did. “That Nagaraju expressed fear about you. I have said to him that I told everything to you. He feared but I said to him that you agreed to cooperate with me.”
“Sure I would.” Sukanya nodded her head. “But as Nagaraju said there are not many days left. You must have to quicken the pace.”
Susmitha nodded her head and there was silence again between them both. “I am feeling too much bad. I just don’t want to make Madan feel sad but it is inevitable.” Her face suddenly clouded with sorrow.
“If it is over you both can be happy forever. Don’t think too much and just do in the way it has to be done” keeping a plain expression in her face, Sukanya said.
“I decided to do it like that.” Susmitha nodded her head. But the sorrowful expression was still in her face. “That Nagaraju is making me feel fear. Why he is growing his beard so?” Susmitha asked remembering the beard of Nagaraju.
Sukanya laughed loudly and said. “For Mamatha. His love on her is like that. He might have taken a owe to let grow his beard so until Mamatha’s wish fulfilled who drowned quite helplessly in the river…..”
Suddenly there was a warning look in the face of Susmitha and Sukanya stopped.
Sukanya nodded her head and said “Alright” as if she understood something
“Its alright. No problem.” With a smile Susmitha eased the environment.
Sukanya perched her eye-lids up and looked into the face of Susmitha. “There is something more I want to tell you.”
“Tell me. Is it is very important?” Susmitha frowned.
“Not very important. But something gnawing at my heart. You only can relieve me from this pain.” Her voice became suddenly heavy.
Susmitha put her right hand on the right shoulder of Sukanya. “First tell me. I am here to help you.” squeezing her shoulder with it assuredly Susmitha said.
Then Sukanya explained to her about her getting doubt regarding Vineet’s exceptional skill in sex, her asking him whether he has any experience in before and his telling to her about his previous experience with the auditor’s wife.
Susmitha removed her hand from her shoulder and asked “Was it really would have happened like that?” there was a deep frown on her face.
“There is no need to doubt him. He is saying the truth.” Sukanya nodded her head and said.
“Then what is gnawing at your heart now?” she could understand but still Susmitha asked her.
“I just cannot digest that he has got an experience like that in the past. I did not expect this at all. I cannot say why it is creating a different feeling in me.” Leaning back in the chair Sukanya said.
“Is your love on Vineet lessened because of knowing this?” stooping forward in the chair Susmitha asked.
“It is not like that.” Sukanya adjusted herself in the chair and said. “By now I have confirmed my love on Vineet never would be diminished. But just my heart is feeling some pain….” She did not know what to say.
“If Vineet did not say this to you, you never can be known about it.” Stressing what she was saying Susmitha said.
“You are hundred percent right.” Once again Sukanya nodded her head.
“If he had not been blackmailed like that he would not have done that at all.” observing the face of Sukanya closely Susmitha said.
“I agree to this as well.” A small smile came onto the lips of Sukanya.
“Then nothing should gnaw at your heart. Don’t allow any other type of feeling in you. Only love. He deserves only love from you. Just forget about the past.”
Sukanya’s mouth became even broader with her developing smile.
“Yes. Don’t ruin your wonderful love. Don’t ruin your wonderful lives. I cannot see any mistake on the part of Vineet. You too agreed to that. Whenever unnecessary feeling enter into your mind just say in yourself clearly ‘I am in love with Vineet. Nothing in the whole universe can prevent me from having that.’ It solves your whole problem.” Susmitha said.
Sukanya got off from the chair and came near to Susmitha. She put her hands around her neck and kissed on her left cheek perfunctorily. “You don’t know what a big problem of me you have solved. You really proved to be a very big good friend of me. Now I am feeling quite happy.”
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What Sukanya had thought was absolutely right and she could completely mitigate the distance which Vineet was maintaining between them both by inviting him to participate in sex with her so. Now she was full in his heart and he wanted her presence so desperately with him and it had become quite difficult to him to concentrate on anything properly. The sudden change in him was quite surprising to himself. Previously, he always wanted to be alone to lead a burden free life and now in a corner of his heart there was little anger towards Sukanya who forcibly made him to forsake that desire. Now there was an obligation to him to take her into his life and what other obligations she would create he could not guess snow.
But one thought making him quite uneasy and uncomfortable. How Jayanthi would feel if she knew about this? He knew that she liked him as she liked Madan but was her liking that much that she could tolerate his relationship with Sukanya, her own sister, in this way? He had a good estimation on himself and that was one reason for his decision to remain alone in his life. He had no education and no properties. His parents were long before dead and Jayanthi and her family were the only relatives to him. In his opinion he surely not deserved wealthy and beautiful women.
He was feeling uneasy whenever he thought about Sukanya’s mother as well. He knew that she would die with a heart attack if she came to know what was going on between him and Sukanya. But Sukanya was not taking anything seriously. The relaxing look on her face every time was making him little irritating. How could she remain like that without worrying about anything?
“What you are thinking Vineet?” Vineet startled and turned back hearing Pallav’s voice from backside.
“Nothing.” Vineet nodded his head in negation.
“You are appearing lost in deep thought. What happened? About whom you are thinking?”
The searching looks of Pallav were embarrassing to Vineet. He knew Pallav and Madan were always good to him but still he was feeling embarrassed before him. This matter was like that. “About whom I think? Whom I have got except your family? You are the only people to think about me and look after me with affection.”
“May be a new girl friend, may be a new relative in your life.” Still searching his face for a clue Pallav said.
“There is nothing like that. You very well know that I have no girl friends and no relatives.” Vineet said quickly.
“There is nothing like that? I am really disappointed.” Pallav said. After a pause he said again “It is becoming quite difficult to us here without Madan. If he too is with us he would look after some of the works and we can feel a little free.”
“But Susmitha take the word from him….”
“We shall make her allow him to come into the fields.” Pallav said. “Because of the promise he made, our boy is enjoying most of the time in the home. His girl friend found a very good ploy to see her lover take rest beautifully at home and be with her. I don’t like it.”
Vineet laughed and said. “Alright then. I have no objection.”
“How is our farm-house? We have not used it for a long time. Did you go into it atleast once recently?” Pallav asked him.
Reminding him about the guest house so, Pallav made Vineet shuddered a little with the past memory. How wildly he enjoyed Sukanya on the bed! She allowed every part of her body to be touched with his mouth, tongue and hands while she was spread-eagled nakedly on the bed. How long he made his body locked up with her and making the rhythmic movements! There was a gentle stirring in him again and his body started craving for it.
“Again you fell in thought. What is happening to you?” Vineet’s behavior was really confusing to him. He never had behaved in this way before.
“Just yesterday itself I opened the farm-house and entered into it. Sukanya wanted to see it and I had shown it to her.” his face muscles once again tightened with embarrassment.
“What else you have shown to her in the farm- house or she did show to you?” with a mischievous smile on his lips Pallav asked him.
“No, nothing like that.” Confusingly Vineet hastened to say.
“Are you thinking that no one is observing the intimacy developing between you both? World around is not that much blind, my boy.” Pallav said.
There was some painful silence between them both and then Vineet said “Yes, you are right.” He paused a moment and then said again “You are so good and kind to me from the very beginning. I really don’t like her behaving close with me at all. But she is not listening to me. I don’t know how to make her stop coming to me.”
(I hope that you enjoyed upto here. I shall publish the next chapter as soon as possible. Please don’t forget to rate and review it)
