On Yesterday night, I just realised why I'm so borring?
I feel every time I leave every thing what I love and I wish for somebody's happiness and somebody's wish!
" why I don't fight for that things?"
That question hurt me every time and increase anger on myself that turned into self harming like portrait myself like joker.
From now I just do what I want to do and what I wish to do and it's for only myself....